الأربعاء، 25 يوليو 2012

CHAPTER SIX

Chapter 6



I washed my face w I went out..
I checked bbm I saw a lots and a lots of msgs from feras




F.R: 7beebty lana yalla answer

Lana: 7beby wllah 2asfa

F.R: babe ana ma z3lt wesh aby akthar
knt wagef gdamek greb 3anek
ashm l.hwa elle tshmenah


And we completed the conversation
 remembering what happened



Then each of us fell in a sleep with a huge smile ♥



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**IN another world..



We were on the same stairs..
Sitting next to each other..
with the same amazing weather..
in the middle of red roses..
and he was half hugging me



Suddenly he stood up and he took my hands
and he said


"Yalla t3aly w7da b3d"


We reached the second stair but it looks bad..


It was all black


I felt like scared


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**in our world


I woke up..I checked my phone and it was 3:30 pm



I bbmed feras and I tell him that I woke up



Then I changed into a black top and a jeggings..



And I went down to have my lunch



I sat and I started to put some salad in my plate



Jdety: "lana"


me: "yes?"


Jdety: "tra a5er ftra mob 3ajbny w6'3ek"


Me: "hw laish ?"


Jdety: "men ams elle kan belm63m?"


Me: thaanking god that she didn't saw him l2no lw she did kan r7na feeha "ha? Men gallik"

Jdety: "bs goly"


Me: "umm ha4a w7ed kan men awal wagf wray yklmny w madre aish gmt lfet aby ashof wesh ybe w 5alty jt"


Jdety: "6b leh ma glty l5altek?"


Me: "maknt aby mshakel"


Jdety: "aah..ok ana ray7a l.youm 3la l.msh3'al bshof aish feh mafeh"


Me: "6ieb ok..w ana maybe aklm l.bnat w a6l3 l.soog"


Jdety: "ok yalla kly"


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@7:00 pm


I called noura and sara and I told them that we'll go to the mall 2day
and they said ok but they'll come to my place awal..

I was praying w fj2a ma alga ella l.bab mfto7
w sara da5la

Me: "l.slam 3likm w r7mt allah .. L.slam 3laikm w r7mt allah"
 ...
"Wesh tbeen enty ma tshofeny a9ly laish tft7en l.bab k4a !!!!! "


Sara: "mta jaya noura?"


Me: "sara abu broodik :)"



Sara: "ezbda nazla 2akil joo3ana"


Sara my friend.. She's my sister ♥ I love heer ♥ light skin color .. Short .. Brown tall wavy hair ..



5 dgayg w asm3 9ra5 t7t !! Bsmellah
I went down quickly w b3'et a6ee7 500 mrra


Me: "wesh fffeekum allah ya54kom ???? Fj3toony"


Sara: "Nou..uuuhhhaaaahhhhhaa..noura..aaahhhhhaaaahhhhaaa..6aa7..uhhaaahaaa"


Me: ga63taha "kly zg 5la9 I don't want to know bs la t9ar5on"


We decided to stay at home we sang bel karaoke w rg9na w swena 3rs w we ate like we didn't ate from 100 years


Finally after all they slept so I called their mothers and I told them so they'll sleep in my place



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Its 9:00 am


Feras finally called me..

 Ams kan 3endhm 3rs so kan msh3'ool 6ol l.youm


I picked up w 3la 6ool I said: "7beeeeebyyy ishtgtlk wenk ams !!"


Feras: "l76'a anadelek feras ana 9degah 3omr"


Me: oooh no "haaa..la 5la9..7beby feras la tstahbel"


Feras: "hw shfeke bnadeh"


Hw 9out feras am sure !!
Shket bnfse so 3la 6ool I ended the call.


I bbmed him


Lana: feras ana b6l3 af6r m3 l.bnat maybe bnro7 l.fay9aleya..love you ♥


He bbmed me back..


F.R: 7beebty I was kidding sorry it was me :c sorry babe I love you more


L.zbda enny mrra m39ba so I ignored him.


97et'hm lbsna w we headed to faisaleya


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D5lna w we ordered from Dr. Cafe


54ena l.ashya2 w r7na g3dna


Shwy my phone rang so I picked up and It was feras


He called me w gally t3aly wra 3end l.al3ab


G3d agoul la2 w madre aish b3den gmt glt llbnat ray7a l.7mam



I saw him so I took my steps towards him


Feras: "hla hla"


Me: I laughed


Feras: "ya5e a7bik"


I wanted to say I love you 2 bs something disturbed us


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Sssoooo sorry readers enh men zman I didn't post bs I was busy !! Sorryyy its action-less I know :c
I would love to hear your comments
With love
@ablogger105 ♥
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الأربعاء، 18 يوليو 2012

CHAPTER 5

Chapter 5


so we're in Riyadh now..


Feras didn't sent a single thing 2day
Est3'rbt men jdd!!


We took our bags and our things and we headed to home ..


Awal ma w9lna ist3'rbt l.beet leh mftoo7 3la 6ool I asked jdte


Me: "leh l.bet mftoo7 la ykoon insrg klmo l.shr6a bsr3a"


Jdte: "la wllah om a7md safrt m3 wldha w feras bg3d 3endna isbo3en"


Me: leh ma gally 6ieb !! "aaaiiiissshhhhhh" !!
I said


Jdte: "eeh 3d t7mly"

A very big super huge smile appeared on my face


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D5lna l.beet w lgenah bel9ala slmt 3leh jdte w 3laa 6ol 6l3t tnam t3bana


I was waiting for the driver to finish bringing the bags so I could close the door ..


He finished now so I closed the door


Suddenly I saw feras standing in front of me then he said il7geeny foog


I was like WTF O_o


He didn't even smile ! He was very serious !!


Ma swet shy .. Allah ystr


I followed him to his room *the guests room*


Feras: with a sharp voice "gfly l.bab w t3aly hna"


I closed the door then I sat next to him


I was looking to the floor


He held my hand .. He pained me


I said with unheard voice
"7beeby 3wrtny"


Feras: talking from between his theeth "LkKk wjh tgoulen 7beby"


What ? Kidding ? Ymz7


Me: "shfeek"


Feras: "swetlek accept 3la l.facebook w mshallah kl shwy y6l3ly ism wa7ed jdeed.." :)


Me: "feras wllah 2asfa wllah ma aklm a7d mnhm w ma beny w ben ay a7d shy"


Feras: with a very bad looks "ha4a elle 3endek?"


Me: "can I talk?"


Feras: "bbja7a b3d ? Lana e6l3y brra I need to sit with myself"


Me: "7beby ism.."


feras: ga63ny "la tgoulen 7beby w i6l3y brrra bsr3a a7sn"



I went out..
took my steps to my room..
Cried..cried..and cried ..


I opened my facebook and I deleted every single guy ..


Then I bbmed feras my password ..


After that I wanted to check feras's account he didn't accept me l2nh kan ygoul my sister w my cousin w ma abeehm yshofon..


But the shock when I saw Yara :):):)
he told me she was his cousin ..


But I knew that she's his ex :):):):)
or his girlfriend elle kan yklmha w yklmne


w yglly la trde 3leha lw klmtik 3shan la t3rf w madre aish w believed him :)
stupid lana


I bbmed him


LANA: hdet ?


F.R:wesh tbeen ?


LANA:men yara ?


F.R:igre w la tga63y


LANA:ok..


F.R: lana ha4e yara my old gf w men zman ma klmtaha w jt fj2a bs friends 9rna ..
W kmml tbreerat s5efa w ana sakta


F.R: lanno 7beeby la tz3ly


Lana:sure 7beeby ma bz3l
 it's ok
Yalla goodnight


W I turned my phone off ..


All I can do now is crying and talking to myself


Leh swa k4a..
leh k4b 7lal 3leh w 7ram 3ly ?
Leh ha4a mu feras elle a3rfh ..


Bs I love him mabe az3lh w awreeh eny z3lana 3leh


Aaah ya rab sa3edny



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I woke up..
Finished my things in the bathroom
 then I wore a skinny jeans with black top
.. W nzlt


I didn't saw neither feras nor jdety..
T3'det l7ale w g3dt bel9ala


5 minutes and feras came in
He didn't even bothered him self to say hi!


He went up quickly


Ana l.mfro9' z3lana ho k4b
 ana ma k4bt w glt ma 3endy a7d.


Ho kan yl3b 3la ethneen


39bt w 6l3t foog lh


I knocked the door


Me: "feras?"


Feras: "yes?"


Me: "can I come in?"


Feras: "t3ale"


I took my steps toward him ..
He was busy with his phone ..


I wanted to talk with him !
 I need him but he seems to be bothered..


So I closed the door and left the room in silence !!


I kept asking myself all the time why he would do this !!
Am wrong but he did a mistake 2 !!
 Ma k4bt wla 5nt ho k4b w 5an


Fj2a I heard someone knocking my door.


Me: "yes"


Feras: "ad5el?"


Me: "tf6'l"


Feras: "7beeby lolo ana 3'l6an w 3'l6ty akbar men 3'l6tek w you know this,,
bs 7yati a3'ar w abeke tms7een kL wld 3endk ok ?
Babe ana a7bk w ma ar6'a wla a7d yshrekny feeke"


Inside my head: (ooh mshallah..bs ho 7lal l3'eery wedy a6ghhh mob 6aygtah wla I3t4r wla shi)


But I said: "no problem 7beeby m3leh..2asfa"


Feras: "its ok babe"


And he left


Wlllaaah !! Wla gal sorry wla shyy !


Ok !! Ok


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Two weeks flied..Feras went to his home 5la9


Finally ..
 The whole 2 weeks we didn't had one of our old conversations </3
it was only about goodnight and good morning..


Jdety galtly nby nt3'da fe piatto m3 5elank w zojat'hm jo men l.sfr ams
""hm a9ln 3aysheen brra klhm"


I said ok


I bbmed Feras


Lana: 7beeeeeeby ;;)


F.R: yes?


Lana: feras 7beby ma y9l7 k4a
Afhm leh k4a ana ?


F.R: 7beebty ana 6ool l.osbo3en 3aysh bhm..
7beebty maly wjh aklmik ana ..
 7beeby ana ms7taha l.7ywana w mabe aklmha.
Madre kef swet k4a


OOOOOH 7ssss !!


Lana: feras bebe tmz7 !
Ana ma z3lt ..
 Ma7d ma y3'l6 ya 3umrii :(


F.R: 7bebty :)
 allah la y7remny mennek


Lana: wla mennak ya rab
7beeby tra b6l3 5elany jw w bn6l3 nt3'da ok ?


F.R: ween 7beebty ?


Lana: piatto


F.R: 3ade ashofek ?


Lana: la 7beeby magdr..


F.R: tkfen fog fa9'y 5 dgayg w amshy


Lana: ok beeebe


Ok swet k4a men wra glby ma knt aby :'(!


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Its 4:00pm


Lbsa w r7na and we met them slmna w solfna 6b3n 6ool l.wgt 3la a39aby ana :)


w am shaking w 7alty 7ala ..
W what makes me more nervous when he sent
F.R: yalla e6l3y foog ana brra


Lana: omg. Ok yalla bswe nfse ma54a jojo al3bha


**jojo bnt 5alty 3 years


I went up w 76et 36r bsr3a w 6'b6t l.ashya2 w mshallah jood mra kant hadya :):)
ldrjt she didn't played ella w ana jnbha ..


W the good thing enh foog faaa9'y kl l.nas t7t even mafe a7d ysht3'l men l.m63m..


F.R: lelo enzleely


Me: okkk yallah


Nzlt l.drj w knt m3'6ya wjhe 3shan m7d yshoofny..
w ana nazla feras ja bwjhy..
gd shftah 97 bs k4a la2 :$
shlt l.3'6a men wjhe
 knt astnah yje jnby 3shan n6l3 swa fa he said: i6l3e jood ga3da tbke


So I went up and he followed


Jojo finally ra7t tl3b so r7t lferas elle ga3d fe l.waiting area l.fa9'ya elle foog


Wgf lmma shafny madre shfena k4a


Wgft jnbah


Feras: "ummm kefek"


Me: "l.7mdellah :$"


Shwy ella jojo tje w r7t m3ha g3dna k4a aro7lah shwy w shwy yjene


Shwy jojo d5lt l7alha w feras kan wray lffet 3leh abklmh ella y6l3 his mobile w he started to pretend that he's talking..I turned around to see om jojo tgoulli men h4a *5alty*


Me: "aaah wllah madre men hoo"


She gave my that (k4aba) look w she went to search for him!!
 Thanks god he went down to the kitchen !!


5alty came back w she gave me looks w sart tl3b m3 jojo ..


An idea flied to my mind 3la 6ool glt: shn6ty nset'ha hnak bjebha !!


I headed to there and I told  feras to go to there where we first talked


And I followed shwy ella 5alty t6l3 men wray tgoul yalla lana nnzl


I was like WTF !!
 6l3t w 3la 6ool rkbt l.syara kLhm ra7o m3da ana w 5alty w bntaha ..


I got into the car..


W I saw feras going out to his friends !!


I didn't talked to 5alty the whole way to home !! I just wanted to cry :)


Rj3na l.beet w 3la 6ool I went up l3'rfty w d5lt l.7mmam w I started to cry like a crazy !!
 

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hope you enjoyed
with love
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الأحد، 15 يوليو 2012

CHAPTER FOUR

Chapter 4


After we arrived to home I saw mom I sat with her shwy then I headed to my room and fell asleep

@3:00 PM


Jdety: "laanaaaaa goomy yalla bn6l3"


Me: "mabe bnaam"


Jdety: "bsr3a om a7md shwy w btw9l hnak"


Me: "mabe ro7o ento..a9ln meen om a7md"


Jdety: "ha4eek jdt feras"


Me: jumped from the bed "wwwhhhaaaat?"

Jdety: while laughing "eeh yalla gomy"


Me: "ok 5 minuets" with a huge smile on my face !


I took my steps to the bathroom and I took a very fast shower..
I waved my hair and applied some blusher..mascara..and red lip gloss,
I wore a red top and a white lace jacket..dark skinny jeans..red heels..carried my Doir red and white bag
and i'm ready to go





So I went down and we headed to Sunny side park..


On our way to there I checked my phone and I answered mentions and dm's on twitter then I checked bbm
I found something
 FROM FERAS !! OMG IT'S THE FIRST TIME :D


F.R: gonna see you \=D/ ?


Lana: yeeeeaaah ensha'llaaah :D:D


F.R: can't wait baybeeh *beer*


Lana: :D♥


We ended the conversation here :D

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We met with feras and his grandmother :D we sat shwy then suddenly


Feras: "ana bgoum atmsha shwy"


Om a7mad: "intebeh allah m3ak"


Jdety: "lana gomy m3ah"


I shifted my gazes to feras and he winked knh ygoul gomy yallah


Me: "ok"


I walked away with feras next to me .. Silence is the only one who was talking..


I didn't liked that silence so I coughed ;;)


Feras: "smellah 3leke shrgte?"


Me: "la I didn't bs aby aksr l.9mt"


We both laughed


then he said: "lanno"


Me: I felt dizzy again and I tried to look that there's nothing wrong "yes?"


Feras: "one day isn't enough to make you fall for someone right?"


Me: OOOH NOOOO ! "Maybe" I said while looking at the floor


Feras: while raising my chin up with his forefinger "its enough trust me"


I can feel my stomach twisting and turning ..
And my heart playing jump the rope..
And I know my cheeks wore their red dresses..


Am feeling like this world is mine now!!
But wait lana he didn't said that he loved you !!
Stop it !!!!!!


A sound cut off My thoughts ..
 It was an old woman ! She looked cute!!!


She said: "guys you form a super cute couples"


Feras flashed my a sexy smile then he thanked her !!
 now i'm sure that he love me


OOOH GOD
I WILL NOT CRY
COME ONE LANA FOR GOD'S SAKE !!


Feras: while he placed his hand on mine "a7ibbik Lana w men sheftek 3jbteeny w kbrty b3ene b3d elle sweteh ljdty"


Me: red face.. Shaky hands.. Shy shaky voice.. Eyes looking at the floor "3ade nrj3 hnak lhm"


Feras: "a7ibbik"
 and he shouted with a very loud voice "I LOOOOVVEEEE HHHEEER"


L.7mdellah we were too far from them wla knna klena zg 7na l.ethneen :):)


Me: "tkfa goom ktheer 3rb hena :'("


Feras: "after you 7beeby"


5laaa9 hna 5laa9 I melted !


On our way to grandmothers feras held my hand and pressed on it

he left my hand when we almost arrived to them

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Feras kept sending huge smiles and winks the whole time


And every time he sent one I feel butterflies in my stomach !!


Suddenly my phone vibrated..
I checked bbm and he was feras


Haw ha4aho gdamy !! WTH !


F.R: PING!!!
F.R: PING!!!
F.R: PING!!!


Lana: yes ??!


F.R: look at me right now :D


Lana: I won't !


F.R: yallah


Lana: ok


I looked at him and he shocked me with a silent fly kiss


Thanks god nobody saw that !!!!


After we were done from the launch everybody went his way..

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we arrived home..kissed mom w 3la 6ool I went up to my room


Emma knocked the door and I allowed her to come in


Emma: "lana I want to ask you"


Me: "about?"


Emma: "feras?"


Me: "what's wrong with him?"


Emma: "I want to ask about what's between you and feras!"


Me: "huh -_- there's nothing between us" I lied


Emma: "didn't you see your tomato face ?!"


Me: "I want to sleep emma :D"


Emma: "ana pe ma'aloom kisses and smiles and winks" :D


Me: turning myself to the other side.. "Goodnight emma"


I love her =)) she's my maid !! She came to us when I was 1 year old ..
She's not married so that's why she stayed with us !!
 I love her !!
She's like my sister !!
My mother sometimes :'3


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The 2 months passed quickly..


Feras went to saudi arabia one month ago..


our relationship grew and became more stronger
in every moment we love each other more and more


every night we say to each other our goodnights
 and in the morning our goodmornings..


aw9eh gbl ynam enh yt3'6a w ylbs kwyes w ma ynam gdam l.mukyef
w ygra l.krse w l.m3we4at w he do the same thing..


and If I went for shopping or anything I ask him for a permission before I go
 and he do the same


he got mad if I didn't pray
and I do the same ..

I show him what I'm going wear before going out
 so if its short or tight he order me to change

I LOVE him !!

We told each other every single detail in our lifes..
he know everything about me..
and he told me everything about him..


Allah la y7remny menah w bs ..

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Readers
 hope you enjoyed this chapter..
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Please forgive me if you found any mistake..
and am sorry:*
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With Love
@ablogger105

السبت، 14 يوليو 2012

CHAPTER THREE

Chapter 3

My stomach started to squeeze.. I felt dizzy !! Stop it lana he don't know you y3ne wesh begoul !!


Feras: "shy 6'roory" and he got deep into his stupid (sexy) laugh !!

Me: "tra ma y6'7k mrra w trak s5eef ok :)"

Feras: "z3lty?"

Me: 5eer!! "La..yalla ill take a small nap till we arrive to london so their I can regain my energy" ..
and I gave him my back to see shitty looks from a saudi teenager girl sitting next to me all what make her away from me is that passageway..
I ignored her and fell in a not very comfortable sleep


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In another world


I was in that same dress..with the same things..but this time I was in a garden
A really super huge garden..
The ground was full of green grass and colorful roses and flowers

I can feel the cold breezes on my face..it was amazing..

Suddenly the same Feras I saw in my first dream came and held my hands..and he started to read ayt l.korsy..with the same amazing voice..

Then he took me to a huge stairs and we went up for only one stair and he said. "we will arrive to there..I promise"


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Again to our world..


Feras: "lana gome tra byhb6 yallah"

Me: I felt that feeling of happiness again am just happy .. I only answered him "ha"

Feras: "agoullik bnnzl gome"

Me: "ok" and I flashed him a smile

Feras: "agoul men zenek yalla bs malt malt"

They announced that we have to close all the windows and put our seat belts on because the airplane will land in minuets..

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FINALLY we're in London Heathrow Airport !!!!!

Ok I wasn't that happy because maybe feras will not be next to me on our way to Toronto ! :(

But in the same time I was asking my self why do I want him to set next to me its not the big deal w mo lazm w madre aish..

The whole time in london airport I was sitting watching (elle ray7 w elle jay) or eating or drinking or reading a novel or searching for Feras..

Jddty the whole time was with jddit feras..

And feras is no where :)

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Aaaaah l.7mdellaaaaah I'm going to sit next to Feras am soooo happy !!!!

He started the conversation with saying "agoul lana"

Me: "sm"

Feras: "sm" he meant to complete my sm so it would be smsm -.-

Me: "elle b3do"

Feras: "l.zbdh ttw83een ennek krema y3ne?"
Me: "eeh l.7mdellah a36e ay shy yn6lb menny lw enh 93b 3ly"

Feras: "wllah?"

Me: "l.7mdellah o:)" flashed him a smile

Feras: "3d t9dgeen ma twg3tek k4a"

Me: "haw aish twg3tne"

Feras: "twg3tek jubn mali7"

Me: "oooh god!! Rbby y9brny 3la l.akthar men 19 sa3a elle bagya"

Feras: "2ameen allah y3eenek"

We kept talking and laughing I had a lot of fun !!!

All that fun and laughter disappeared when he asked: "mashoof ommek w abook"

Me: my tears started to take her place in my eyes "ommy ray7enlaha 7na l.7een..." I wiped my tears quickly then I complete "she got divorced when I was 5 years old since that year I didn't saw my dad I don't know him" then I added "mama 3aysha bCanada
For no reason..she's trying her best just to be far away from me"

Feras: placed his hand on mine while pressing "2asf i4a 6'aygtek belsu2al"

Me: "la bel3ks its ok"

Now its the time for that awkwardly silence between us

But this time I am the one who popped it off with saying: "6ieb w ent?"

Feras: "ommy w aboy twfo men knt 5 ebteda2y.."

Me: "allah yr7mhm"

Thanks god one of the flight attendants came and said "ynf3 ahrej m3akom"
Feras: "ya hla ya hla" then he turned his face to me and he said "Lanno 3ade"

Me: once he said lanno I got wings and felt like flying "ha"

Feras: "yaleel men klmtek w enty tgoulen ha w ha!! 3ade yg3d m3na ysolef shwy"

Me: "sure..tf6'l"

He sat with us like half an hour and he told us about his job and how he keep transforming from a plane to plane..
He seemed to be (7jazy) I LOVE THE ( 7JAZY) accent


Fj2a I said: "TKFA 3lemna 7jaze"

Turki *the F.A*: "men 3youny" and we laughed all

Feras: "eeh yalla tkfa"

Turki: "t3rfo esh y3ne gwam?"

Feras: "eeeeh eh y3ne bsr3a"

Turki: "6ieb m9rfda?"

Me: looked at feras then I looked back to turki "la2a aish y3ne"

Turki: "y3ne mst3jela..6ieb t3rfo esh y3ne do7dera?"

Me and Feras in the same time: "7na nst5dmha" we looked at each other and he smiled
Now I can feel the tomato color on my cheeks X_x

Turki: "ana shkly 3'l6 hena yalla 3n ez'nakom"

Me: "la la la wllah mafe shyy"

Turki: "ya she5a ay mafe shy ay mafe shy!!" He said while giving us his back and walking away

I looked at Feras and he flashed me a huge big smile

Feras: "lanno t'hgeen youm w shwy y5ly l.wa7ed yn3jb bw7da ?"

Lana: "l.7ub ma y3rf"

Feras: "uhaa" and the huge smile grown again on his face

I looked at the floor because I know that he's falling for me and I'm pretty sure that he knows that am falling for him ..

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What happened just didn't change Anything
We kept talking about random things and he took my bbpin so he can add me and my twitter username to follow me..

Finally We landed in Toronto-Canada's airport.. before I move from my place i said goodbye to feras and I thanked him for all that fun and laughs we had !! we finished all of the procedures and everytime I see feras I flashed him a good bye smiles and send him the looks that you give when you thinks that's this it the last time seeing this person..
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SORRY GUYS I know this chapter is bad !! You'll help me a lot with you comments..opinions and criticisms sorry if I have any typos or any mistakes sorry again if the chapter was boring bs you know I can't put all of my ideas in one chapter and the airplane ideas ma tsa3ed enny a76 feha action w a7dath

With Love..
@ablogger105
 

CHAPTER TWO

Chapter 2

I kept staring, staring and staring!! But once he put his eyes on me I automatically shift my gazes away..


*a conversation between me and myself in my head while staring at him* "Am sure I saw him somewhere ! I want to ask him but what's the feasibility of asking him y3ne what if he didn't saw.....OH GOD HE FLASHED ME A SMILE!! HE JUST DID !! I CAN'T BELIEVE !! JAMEEEL AHH YA RAB ENNY SHAYEFTAH :'(.."


YES.. When he flashed me a smile everything changed..the smile even interrupted my thoughts !! I felt the exact same feeling that I felt when I woke up after that dream ! Happiness !







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Half an hour later they called us so we can got aboard the airplane ~o~


Me and jddety and Emma entered the airplane from the first class gate ! I know its very expensive but the flight is for 20 hour and 5 hours transit in London I guess ..
So yeah its Riyadh Londen Canada :'( whole Day and one hour !


I took my seat and I started reading (l.a4kar and l.m3we4at and ayat l.korse and ad3eya)
Because I hate airplanes I really do !


When I am done I started to see the flight attendants passing by me one by one and taking their steps to the (guest) area !!

The lgafa thing started to walk with my blood..In this case I need to know what's happening otherwise (by6g feeny 3rg) =))


I stopped one of the flight attendants and asked her
Me: "excuse me can you tell me what's happening their?"


The flight attendant: "yeah sure, It's an old extra weight women she can't set because the chair is small and when she tried to set her knees started to pain her and you know old peoples can't take that much of pain"


Me: shifted my gazes to jdety "shrayek a5leha tje hena w aroo7 hnak 7ram ma tt7ml"

Jdety: with weird looks "mt2kda..btt3ben"


Me: "yup 3ade its ok aksb feha ajer"


Jdety: "ok 7beebty allah m3ake 6mneeny t3ale kL ftra"


Me: "tamreen yal3'alya ok"


I stood up and took my bag and my things and started to take my steps to her I met with the manager and I asked him for a permission he went to ask the old women if its ok and she agreed

When I arrived to her seat I saw something I didn't hoped to see .. I saw that guy .. The guy who flashed me a smile .. The guy who I am sure that I did saw him but I don't know where and when !


The lady: "7beebty allah y5lleek w ywfgk w ya j3lek t3rseen 3la a7sn 3yal l.denya..allah ygr fekee 3en waldeenk w y7f6'k w y7meek" Said With a thankful tone in her voice


Me: while kissing the old lady "7bebty 5alty wllah ma y7taj ra7tek ahm shay"

The lady: "eeh bs 7bebty wld bnty hna y9l7 tg3deen m3h y3ne 3ade aw i4a ma tben 5la9"


Me: "la haw 5alty shd3wa enty bs roo7e ry7e w 5la9"

Regrets Regrets Regrets .


I headed to the seat that was next to that guy. I sat down and put my bag and arrange everything ..


 

(الله أكبر ، الله أكبر ، الله أكبر ، سبحان الذي سخر لنا هذا وما كنا له مقرنين وإنا إلى لربنا لمنقلبون اللهم إنا نسألك في سفرنا هذا البر والتقوى ، ومن العمل ما ترضى ، اللهم هون علينا سفرنا هذا واطو عنا بعده ، اللهم أنت الصاحب في السفر ، والخليفة في الأهل ، اللهم أنى أعوذ بك من وعثاء السفر ، وكآبة المنظر وسوء المنقلب في المال والأهل)
Aaaah I can't believe how much I love to hear this thing


After they're done from announcing the way to protect your self if anything happened and that bullsh*t they finally announced that the airplane is taking-off now

Aaaaah am very excited !! Can't wait


After we took-off that awkwardly silence between me and that guy popped off

The guy: "eeh kefek"


Me: sending to him shut up looks


The guy: "I am feras by the way"


Me: sending (mabrook) looks


The guy: "w 3umrii 18 sna next year t79'eery w gbltny s3ood 6eb"


Me: sending (w b3deeeeen) looks to him !!


He shut his mouth up for 5 minutes then he screamed "9aaar9ooooorrrrrrrrrrr"

Me: jumped from my place "weeeen wwwwwweeeeen"

Feras: "trdeen 3la l.9r9our w tdwreenah wla trdeen 3ly wllah zmn (n)"

Me: "ya5e az3jtna w b3den m3ak?"


Feras: "6ieb kefek ?"


Me: "5la9 l.7mdellah ana b5eer feh shy !!"


Feras: "shfeke 39bty?" And he gave me a super cute looks

Me: tnnnn7t !!!!!! Oooooh god !!!!!!! That's him!!!! the guy I saw In my dream!!!!!!!!! The guy with the thoob and 3'tra !!!!!! The guy who was reading ayat l.kursyyy !!!!!!!!! Who and how and when and why !!!!!!! Am I dreaming !??????! SURE I AM
can't be true !! This thing can't be true

Feras: waving his hand in front of my face "aaaalloooo"

Me: "ha hla eeh"


Feras: "ma glteely shsmek w km 3umrek" a HUGE smile appeared on his face as if he was listening to what goes inside my head !!

Me: "ha..ana..esme..esme Lana w 3umri 16" I just want him to shut the ***** up !!!

Feras: "Lana?"

Me: ya rab yskt "Hla?"

Feras: "3ade agoullek shy 6'roory?"


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**Tell me your guesses about what Feras going to tell Lana !! And what that 6'roory thing would be**

Hope that you guys enjoyed reading this no-action chapter sorry if it was short or anything.. And forgive me if there was any mistakes but am typing and its 8:00 AM and I am pretty sleepy now :D

Give me ur feedbacks and comments and criticisms

With love..
@aBlogger105 ..

الجمعة، 13 يوليو 2012

CHAPTER ONE

CHAPTER 1

Finally..I'm on the way with my lovely grandmother !! We're going to Canada where my mother is..

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Ok I am Lana 16 years old..Living with my grandmother in Riyadh..My mother is living in Canada *don't ask for a reason*.. Mom and Dad got divorced when I was 5 years old..no brothers no sisters..




I'm not tall enough..Or in another words you can say "short" =))..Tanned skin color..Good waved body..Light brown eyes..And short brown wavy hair..



My grandmother is my everything..She's the one who supported me in whatever I want to do..She's the one who learned me how to talk..She's the one who didn't sleep when am sick..She's the one who Laughed when am laughing..The one who teared while watching me crying..(SHE'S THE ONLY ONE WHO DID THAT FOR ME)
I LOVE HER ..

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*In another world*

White Room and Cold weather..
I was standing in the middle of that room with a huge mirror front of me while putting my last touches on my makeup..I put my necklace on.. earrings..and a beautiful simple bracelet..
I took a final look..White beautiful dress with a cute pink ribbon..simple makeup..super cute accessories..wavy hair..
OH GOD AMAZING!!!
Second later my grandmother came she only placed a kiss on my cheek and went out again..




But wait!! Something is missing..the look isn't complete! Something is missing am sure ..
The door entrapped..
A handsome guy entered the room.
A tall guy..honey-brown eyes..a bet muscular body..normal skin color..
He was wearing a white 3'tra and a white thoob also, he took he's steps toward me..
He was reading 2ayt l.korsy !! HIS VOICE !! Msha'llah.



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*back to where we all live*

Emma: "LAAANA still sleeping your madam nada will be ready in few minutes Onnnly bsor2a gom hammam yalla" said with a very very loud voice while opening all the windows and shutting down the AC.

I got up.. Took my steps to the bathroom without even saying good morning to Emma .. Am feeling things that I didn't feel a long time ago.. I want to fly.. Happy.. I don't know what !! But happy!!!! I love that feeling !

Took a fast shower brushed my teeth and wore something comfortable and good in the same time so when we arrive there inshallah I'd be able to take off my 3baya :D

I changed my pyjamas into a white tank top and a dark blue jeggings and took a dark blue scarf in my white Gucci bag..I wore white shoes that fit the bag..
Applied some mascara, light pink lip gloss and blusher
Finally I put on my 3baya and carried my bag and heeerrreee wee goooo :D

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On our way to the airport I started to remember the amazing dream I had..
I told jdty l.7elm
Jdty: "l.7lm shklah 5ays la tfsreenah a7sn"

Me: with scared looks "a3o4o bellah la inshallah"

Jdty: "la ya 7mara shklah 7elo 3sa allah yj3lh 5eer"

Me: "inshallah yaa rab"

And I kept thinking and thinking and thinking all the way

I didn't mention that my grandmother Nada is my other half..I love her !! I really do from the bottom of my heart mheb kbeera 4ak l.shy..she's 57..she's kind of open minded bs she also have red lines..hy elle kbrtny w rbtny w s'hrt w t3bt 3ly..allah la y7remny


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After we arrived to the airport and we finished all of the procedures we sat in the waiting area..there's still 2 more hours *yawn* but the good thing that after one hour ngdr nd5l l.6yara..

I was sitting in the waiting area and jdty is next to me so there's nothing to do except chatting with friends on BBM and twitter
But there was a guy with an old women sitting in front of us.. I know this guy I saw him am sure this is not the first time to see him !! He was staring at me also ! But we don't know each other ! How come ?
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Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and if you have criticism or anything you can tell me ! Sorry if there was any mistake or if the chapter was short
Kisses :*