Chapter 5
so we're in Riyadh now..
Feras didn't sent a single thing 2day
Est3'rbt men jdd!!
We took our bags and our things and we headed to home ..
Awal ma w9lna ist3'rbt l.beet leh mftoo7 3la 6ool I asked jdte
Me: "leh l.bet mftoo7 la ykoon insrg klmo l.shr6a bsr3a"
Jdte: "la wllah om a7md safrt m3 wldha w feras bg3d 3endna isbo3en"
Me: leh ma gally 6ieb !! "aaaiiiissshhhhhh" !!
I said
Jdte: "eeh 3d t7mly"
A very big super huge smile appeared on my face
*****************
D5lna l.beet w lgenah bel9ala slmt 3leh jdte w 3laa 6ol 6l3t tnam t3bana
I was waiting for the driver to finish bringing the bags so I could close the door ..
He finished now so I closed the door
Suddenly I saw feras standing in front of me then he said il7geeny foog
I was like WTF O_o
He didn't even smile ! He was very serious !!
Ma swet shy .. Allah ystr
I followed him to his room *the guests room*
Feras: with a sharp voice "gfly l.bab w t3aly hna"
I closed the door then I sat next to him
I was looking to the floor
He held my hand .. He pained me
I said with unheard voice
"7beeby 3wrtny"
Feras: talking from between his theeth "LkKk wjh tgoulen 7beby"
What ? Kidding ? Ymz7
Me: "shfeek"
Feras: "swetlek accept 3la l.facebook w mshallah kl shwy y6l3ly ism wa7ed jdeed.." :)
Me: "feras wllah 2asfa wllah ma aklm a7d mnhm w ma beny w ben ay a7d shy"
Feras: with a very bad looks "ha4a elle 3endek?"
Me: "can I talk?"
Feras: "bbja7a b3d ? Lana e6l3y brra I need to sit with myself"
Me: "7beby ism.."
feras: ga63ny "la tgoulen 7beby w i6l3y brrra bsr3a a7sn"
I went out..
took my steps to my room..
Cried..cried..and cried ..
I opened my facebook and I deleted every single guy ..
Then I bbmed feras my password ..
After that I wanted to check feras's account he didn't accept me l2nh kan ygoul my sister w my cousin w ma abeehm yshofon..
But the shock when I saw Yara :):):)
he told me she was his cousin ..
But I knew that she's his ex :):):):)
or his girlfriend elle kan yklmha w yklmne
w yglly la trde 3leha lw klmtik 3shan la t3rf w madre aish w believed him :)
stupid lana
I bbmed him
LANA: hdet ?
F.R:wesh tbeen ?
LANA:men yara ?
F.R:igre w la tga63y
LANA:ok..
F.R: lana ha4e yara my old gf w men zman ma klmtaha w jt fj2a bs friends 9rna ..
W kmml tbreerat s5efa w ana sakta
F.R: lanno 7beeby la tz3ly
Lana:sure 7beeby ma bz3l ♥
it's ok
Yalla goodnight
W I turned my phone off ..
All I can do now is crying and talking to myself
Leh swa k4a..
leh k4b 7lal 3leh w 7ram 3ly ?
Leh ha4a mu feras elle a3rfh ..
Bs I love him mabe az3lh w awreeh eny z3lana 3leh
Aaah ya rab sa3edny
******************
I woke up..
Finished my things in the bathroom
then I wore a skinny jeans with black top
.. W nzlt
I didn't saw neither feras nor jdety..
T3'det l7ale w g3dt bel9ala
5 minutes and feras came in
He didn't even bothered him self to say hi!
He went up quickly
Ana l.mfro9' z3lana ho k4b
ana ma k4bt w glt ma 3endy a7d.
Ho kan yl3b 3la ethneen
39bt w 6l3t foog lh
I knocked the door
Me: "feras?"
Feras: "yes?"
Me: "can I come in?"
Feras: "t3ale"
I took my steps toward him ..
He was busy with his phone ..
I wanted to talk with him !
I need him but he seems to be bothered..
So I closed the door and left the room in silence !!
I kept asking myself all the time why he would do this !!
Am wrong but he did a mistake 2 !!
Ma k4bt wla 5nt ho k4b w 5an
Fj2a I heard someone knocking my door.
Me: "yes"
Feras: "ad5el?"
Me: "tf6'l"
Feras: "7beeby lolo ana 3'l6an w 3'l6ty akbar men 3'l6tek w you know this,,
bs 7yati a3'ar w abeke tms7een kL wld 3endk ok ?
Babe ana a7bk w ma ar6'a wla a7d yshrekny feeke"
Inside my head: (ooh mshallah..bs ho 7lal l3'eery wedy a6ghhh mob 6aygtah wla I3t4r wla shi)
But I said: "no problem 7beeby m3leh..2asfa"
Feras: "its ok babe"
And he left
Wlllaaah !! Wla gal sorry wla shyy !
Ok !! Ok
***************
Two weeks flied..Feras went to his home 5la9
Finally ..
The whole 2 weeks we didn't had one of our old conversations </3
it was only about goodnight and good morning..
Jdety galtly nby nt3'da fe piatto m3 5elank w zojat'hm jo men l.sfr ams
""hm a9ln 3aysheen brra klhm"
I said ok
I bbmed Feras
Lana: 7beeeeeeby ;;)
F.R: yes?
Lana: feras 7beby ma y9l7 k4a
Afhm leh k4a ana ?
F.R: 7beebty ana 6ool l.osbo3en 3aysh bhm..
7beebty maly wjh aklmik ana ..
7beeby ana ms7taha l.7ywana w mabe aklmha.
Madre kef swet k4a
OOOOOH 7ssss !!
Lana: feras bebe tmz7 !
Ana ma z3lt ..
Ma7d ma y3'l6 ya 3umrii :(
F.R: 7bebty :)
allah la y7remny mennek
Lana: wla mennak ya rab ♥
7beeby tra b6l3 5elany jw w bn6l3 nt3'da ok ?
F.R: ween 7beebty ?
Lana: piatto
F.R: 3ade ashofek ?
Lana: la 7beeby magdr..
F.R: tkfen fog fa9'y 5 dgayg w amshy
Lana: ok beeebe
Ok swet k4a men wra glby ma knt aby :'(!
*******************
Its 4:00pm
Lbsa w r7na and we met them slmna w solfna 6b3n 6ool l.wgt 3la a39aby ana :)
w am shaking w 7alty 7ala ..
W what makes me more nervous when he sent
F.R: yalla e6l3y foog ana brra
Lana: omg. Ok yalla bswe nfse ma54a jojo al3bha
**jojo bnt 5alty 3 years
I went up w 76et 36r bsr3a w 6'b6t l.ashya2 w mshallah jood mra kant hadya :):)
ldrjt she didn't played ella w ana jnbha ..
W the good thing enh foog faaa9'y kl l.nas t7t even mafe a7d ysht3'l men l.m63m..
F.R: lelo enzleely
Me: okkk yallah
Nzlt l.drj w knt m3'6ya wjhe 3shan m7d yshoofny..
w ana nazla feras ja bwjhy..
gd shftah 97 bs k4a la2 :$
shlt l.3'6a men wjhe
knt astnah yje jnby 3shan n6l3 swa fa he said: i6l3e jood ga3da tbke
So I went up and he followed
Jojo finally ra7t tl3b so r7t lferas elle ga3d fe l.waiting area l.fa9'ya elle foog
Wgf lmma shafny madre shfena k4a
Wgft jnbah
Feras: "ummm kefek"
Me: "l.7mdellah :$"
Shwy ella jojo tje w r7t m3ha g3dna k4a aro7lah shwy w shwy yjene
Shwy jojo d5lt l7alha w feras kan wray lffet 3leh abklmh ella y6l3 his mobile w he started to pretend that he's talking..I turned around to see om jojo tgoulli men h4a *5alty*
Me: "aaah wllah madre men hoo"
She gave my that (k4aba) look w she went to search for him!!
Thanks god he went down to the kitchen !!
5alty came back w she gave me looks w sart tl3b m3 jojo ..
An idea flied to my mind 3la 6ool glt: shn6ty nset'ha hnak bjebha !!
I headed to there and I told feras to go to there where we first talked
And I followed shwy ella 5alty t6l3 men wray tgoul yalla lana nnzl
I was like WTF !!
6l3t w 3la 6ool rkbt l.syara kLhm ra7o m3da ana w 5alty w bntaha ..
I got into the car..
W I saw feras going out to his friends !!
I didn't talked to 5alty the whole way to home !! I just wanted to cry :)
Rj3na l.beet w 3la 6ool I went up l3'rfty w d5lt l.7mmam w I started to cry like a crazy !!
________________________________
sorry ppl :( SORRY !
hope you enjoyed
with love
@ablogger105
so we're in Riyadh now..
Feras didn't sent a single thing 2day
Est3'rbt men jdd!!
We took our bags and our things and we headed to home ..
Awal ma w9lna ist3'rbt l.beet leh mftoo7 3la 6ool I asked jdte
Me: "leh l.bet mftoo7 la ykoon insrg klmo l.shr6a bsr3a"
Jdte: "la wllah om a7md safrt m3 wldha w feras bg3d 3endna isbo3en"
Me: leh ma gally 6ieb !! "aaaiiiissshhhhhh" !!
I said
Jdte: "eeh 3d t7mly"
A very big super huge smile appeared on my face
*****************
D5lna l.beet w lgenah bel9ala slmt 3leh jdte w 3laa 6ol 6l3t tnam t3bana
I was waiting for the driver to finish bringing the bags so I could close the door ..
He finished now so I closed the door
Suddenly I saw feras standing in front of me then he said il7geeny foog
I was like WTF O_o
He didn't even smile ! He was very serious !!
Ma swet shy .. Allah ystr
I followed him to his room *the guests room*
Feras: with a sharp voice "gfly l.bab w t3aly hna"
I closed the door then I sat next to him
I was looking to the floor
He held my hand .. He pained me
I said with unheard voice
"7beeby 3wrtny"
Feras: talking from between his theeth "LkKk wjh tgoulen 7beby"
What ? Kidding ? Ymz7
Me: "shfeek"
Feras: "swetlek accept 3la l.facebook w mshallah kl shwy y6l3ly ism wa7ed jdeed.." :)
Me: "feras wllah 2asfa wllah ma aklm a7d mnhm w ma beny w ben ay a7d shy"
Feras: with a very bad looks "ha4a elle 3endek?"
Me: "can I talk?"
Feras: "bbja7a b3d ? Lana e6l3y brra I need to sit with myself"
Me: "7beby ism.."
feras: ga63ny "la tgoulen 7beby w i6l3y brrra bsr3a a7sn"
I went out..
took my steps to my room..
Cried..cried..and cried ..
I opened my facebook and I deleted every single guy ..
Then I bbmed feras my password ..
After that I wanted to check feras's account he didn't accept me l2nh kan ygoul my sister w my cousin w ma abeehm yshofon..
But the shock when I saw Yara :):):)
he told me she was his cousin ..
But I knew that she's his ex :):):):)
or his girlfriend elle kan yklmha w yklmne
w yglly la trde 3leha lw klmtik 3shan la t3rf w madre aish w believed him :)
stupid lana
I bbmed him
LANA: hdet ?
F.R:wesh tbeen ?
LANA:men yara ?
F.R:igre w la tga63y
LANA:ok..
F.R: lana ha4e yara my old gf w men zman ma klmtaha w jt fj2a bs friends 9rna ..
W kmml tbreerat s5efa w ana sakta
F.R: lanno 7beeby la tz3ly
Lana:sure 7beeby ma bz3l ♥
it's ok
Yalla goodnight
W I turned my phone off ..
All I can do now is crying and talking to myself
Leh swa k4a..
leh k4b 7lal 3leh w 7ram 3ly ?
Leh ha4a mu feras elle a3rfh ..
Bs I love him mabe az3lh w awreeh eny z3lana 3leh
Aaah ya rab sa3edny
******************
I woke up..
Finished my things in the bathroom
then I wore a skinny jeans with black top
.. W nzlt
I didn't saw neither feras nor jdety..
T3'det l7ale w g3dt bel9ala
5 minutes and feras came in
He didn't even bothered him self to say hi!
He went up quickly
Ana l.mfro9' z3lana ho k4b
ana ma k4bt w glt ma 3endy a7d.
Ho kan yl3b 3la ethneen
39bt w 6l3t foog lh
I knocked the door
Me: "feras?"
Feras: "yes?"
Me: "can I come in?"
Feras: "t3ale"
I took my steps toward him ..
He was busy with his phone ..
I wanted to talk with him !
I need him but he seems to be bothered..
So I closed the door and left the room in silence !!
I kept asking myself all the time why he would do this !!
Am wrong but he did a mistake 2 !!
Ma k4bt wla 5nt ho k4b w 5an
Fj2a I heard someone knocking my door.
Me: "yes"
Feras: "ad5el?"
Me: "tf6'l"
Feras: "7beeby lolo ana 3'l6an w 3'l6ty akbar men 3'l6tek w you know this,,
bs 7yati a3'ar w abeke tms7een kL wld 3endk ok ?
Babe ana a7bk w ma ar6'a wla a7d yshrekny feeke"
Inside my head: (ooh mshallah..bs ho 7lal l3'eery wedy a6ghhh mob 6aygtah wla I3t4r wla shi)
But I said: "no problem 7beeby m3leh..2asfa"
Feras: "its ok babe"
And he left
Wlllaaah !! Wla gal sorry wla shyy !
Ok !! Ok
***************
Two weeks flied..Feras went to his home 5la9
Finally ..
The whole 2 weeks we didn't had one of our old conversations </3
it was only about goodnight and good morning..
Jdety galtly nby nt3'da fe piatto m3 5elank w zojat'hm jo men l.sfr ams
""hm a9ln 3aysheen brra klhm"
I said ok
I bbmed Feras
Lana: 7beeeeeeby ;;)
F.R: yes?
Lana: feras 7beby ma y9l7 k4a
Afhm leh k4a ana ?
F.R: 7beebty ana 6ool l.osbo3en 3aysh bhm..
7beebty maly wjh aklmik ana ..
7beeby ana ms7taha l.7ywana w mabe aklmha.
Madre kef swet k4a
OOOOOH 7ssss !!
Lana: feras bebe tmz7 !
Ana ma z3lt ..
Ma7d ma y3'l6 ya 3umrii :(
F.R: 7bebty :)
allah la y7remny mennek
Lana: wla mennak ya rab ♥
7beeby tra b6l3 5elany jw w bn6l3 nt3'da ok ?
F.R: ween 7beebty ?
Lana: piatto
F.R: 3ade ashofek ?
Lana: la 7beeby magdr..
F.R: tkfen fog fa9'y 5 dgayg w amshy
Lana: ok beeebe
Ok swet k4a men wra glby ma knt aby :'(
! *******************
Its 4:00pm
Lbsa w r7na and we met them slmna w solfna 6b3n 6ool l.wgt 3la a39aby ana :)
w am shaking w 7alty 7ala ..
W what makes me more nervous when he sent
F.R: yalla e6l3y foog ana brra
Lana: omg. Ok yalla bswe nfse ma54a jojo al3bha
**jojo bnt 5alty 3 years
I went up w 76et 36r bsr3a w 6'b6t l.ashya2 w mshallah jood mra kant hadya :):)
ldrjt she didn't played ella w ana jnbha ..
W the good thing enh foog faaa9'y kl l.nas t7t even mafe a7d ysht3'l men l.m63m..
F.R: lelo enzleely
Me: okkk yallah
Nzlt l.drj w knt m3'6ya wjhe 3shan m7d yshoofny..
w ana nazla feras ja bwjhy..
gd shftah 97 bs k4a la2 :$
shlt l.3'6a men wjhe
knt astnah yje jnby 3shan n6l3 swa fa he said: i6l3e jood ga3da tbke
So I went up and he followed
Jojo finally ra7t tl3b so r7t lferas elle ga3d fe l.waiting area l.fa9'ya elle foog
Wgf lmma shafny madre shfena k4a
Wgft jnbah
Feras: "ummm kefek"
Me: "l.7mdellah :$"
Shwy ella jojo tje w r7t m3ha g3dna k4a aro7lah shwy w shwy yjene
Shwy jojo d5lt l7alha w feras kan wray lffet 3leh abklmh ella y6l3 his mobile w he started to pretend that he's talking..I turned around to see om jojo tgoulli men h4a *5alty*
Me: "aaah wllah madre men hoo"
She gave my that (k4aba) look w she went to search for him!!
Thanks god he went down to the kitchen !!
5alty came back w she gave me looks w sart tl3b m3 jojo ..
An idea flied to my mind 3la 6ool glt: shn6ty nset'ha hnak bjebha !!
I headed to there and I told feras to go to there where we first talked
And I followed shwy ella 5alty t6l3 men wray tgoul yalla lana nnzl
I was like WTF !!
6l3t w 3la 6ool rkbt l.syara kLhm ra7o m3da ana w 5alty w bntaha ..
I got into the car..
W I saw feras going out to his friends !!
I didn't talked to 5alty the whole way to home !! I just wanted to cry :)
Rj3na l.beet w 3la 6ool I went up l3'rfty w d5lt l.7mmam w I started to cry like a crazy !!
________________________________
sorry ppl :( SORRY !
hope you enjoyed
with love
@ablogger105
ليست هناك تعليقات:
إرسال تعليق