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Chapter 8 *the last*


So we went back to riyadh, nothing was so special, but that girl was with faisal was his sister she was sick, anyway feras knew about faisal w 9art mshkela w he left me for like 2 days, bs I didn't stop text-ing him w madre aish, and his friends mish3al and idk aish ism l.thany kan lhm jz2 kbeer enh rj3le.


He's back! But he's not the old feras.
And yes he told me that "ana brj3lek bs la ttw83een elle kan awal brj3lek"


Kna all the time in fight "without reasons" w kLh ygoulli lana enty mt3'yra.


We spend like 3 months maybe.
And guess what we decided to do 3shan yksr ha4a l.mw9'oo3 ?


One day we were having our daily conversation elle I tried to say anything l2ny mabe a6'yg 9dra w 9dry belklam l.5ays w enty t3'yrte w k4a.


F.R: babe bgoullik shy ok ?

Lana: suure 7beby

F.R: b3d km youm bje l.rya9'

Lana: 7yate belslama finally btnwer l.rya9'.

F.R: yslmek, bs aby agoullik b3d shy

Lana: eeh ?

F.R: 7bebty weddy ashofek.
Lana: eeh 7beby t3alu ent w jdtk 7yakm

F.R: nono babe abeke ben ydene abeke greeba menne.. Please just I want to hug you.

Lana: what ? 6ieb kef?


F.R: tjen m3e shwe belsyara bs aby shwy w anzlik wllah ma bswe shyy 3'l6 w enty darya


Lana: bebe osh,, elle tbeeh by9er


F.R: OMG babe I love you b3d bkra bje ana


And we completed
Our sweet conversation ♥


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Ja bkra w 2day is our date


Now its 12:00 pm


I'm really scared

I prayed l.9'hor !


W I bbmed feras


Lana: 7beby wenak?


F.R: babe yalla bagelh shwy y5l9 t6'leel, 3la 3 bkun 3endek


Lana: ok 7beeby ♥



6l3t 3end jdty gltlaha ana bru7 l.ml7g bklim telephone



6l3t..


1:00 pm


2:00 pm


3:00 pm


3:15 pm


F.R: PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
I6l3e ena brra


Lana: coming


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I sat wra w he held my hand while he's setting gdam

He held my hands like 3 minutes ymkn then he kissed my hand w ja 3endy wra

I just threw my body on him ! Yeah I know its wrong but it was the best feeling. I feel here where I belong. That feeling was amazing.

He rose my chin with his finger, then he kissed my cheek down to my lips.


But there was a car tmr men jnbna fog 5 mrrat,

Feras:"lana mb syarat 5alek na9er?"


Me:"bs ymr ma 3lek"


Ok, gbl kL shy knt darya enh something will happen, actually I said ma 3lek bs dret enh bygfsh


I just hugged feras.


One minute later, I saw a red car wgft gdamna


W the car door inft7

5aly na9er: "inzly"


Nzlt w r7t lsyarta

I heard him ygoul lferas jeb mfta7 l.syara.


rkb w rj3 l.syara shwy w d5lt betna


A slap welcomed me

W I took a good thing of slapping and kicking and pulling the hair



When they finished.. 5aly na9er d5l jowa. I just ran the stairs and to up. 9ar y9r5 wenha jeboha


Me: "bnzl allah y5llekm bs la tswon feh shy tkfon 3endh l.sukkr"


W I got a good thing from hitting again

But I didn't feel any pain


I was only thinking about feras w aish b9erlah



5alty s7bty 3la l.3'rfa w 5ltny akllim feras 3shan rgm omh


Bs mu hu elle klmny, 36et l.jwal l5aty w galha l.rjal enh 8sm l.mroor



She closed the door and the lights w 6l3t brra




I'm dead. I can feel nothing
1 hour

2 hours

3

4 and 5 and 6


Then 5alty d5lt, she hugged me, then galt: "klmna omh w l.7een jaya ta54ah ho ga3d brra fe l.9ala"


Omh jat w 9art t9r5 bs I don't care


I heard something that killed me


He said that: "lana elle rmt nfsaha 3ly"

"lw o5te kan shrbt men dmha"

"Ana ma 3r6't nfse 3leha"


It killed me.


Omh a54tah w ra7u


Ra7t ru7y m3ah


Ra7 3gly m3ah

Ra7 glby m3ah


Ra7t 7yaty w th8t ahly w kL shy m3ah.


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5 MONTHS later

now i know what that dream was and what the dark place

I didn't stop stalking feras

I stalk him every day and every night

He didn't send a single word to me

Like nothing.


He's tweets shows that he's alive and nothing wrong with him
I was nothing to feras
One year was nothing to him

I remember how I hugged him as if I knew that he'll never talk to me again.

I have a necklace from him, this necklace gives me energy and happiness after god.

He have a life, and I have


I wish him all the best ♥

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A word from me to my one and only my feras:

I miss you, I loved you, I love you, and I will, I'm writing this for you and I'm hoping that you're reading YOUR blog. I'm still waiting for you ♥ thanks for all of the smiles, laughs, tears you gave me ♥ thanks for you for making me this woman, this powerful woman, this strong woman, this amazing woman, this woman who's waiting for you and hoping you'll be hers. Sorry for all the lies I gave! But it was for saving your life. Sorry for being stupid for a whole year, sorry if I didn't gave you what you want. Sorry for all ♥ I'll love you till the last breath I take. You're my everything.
I'm so hollow without you. I'm dreaming to see your face in any mall. I'm searching in streets hoping that I'll see your yellow mini cooper. Feras thanks for all the wrongs you made rights. Thanks for all the broken things you built. Thanks for the first real man you made me see. Thanks for EVERYSINGLETHING. I know you may not read this. Bs maybe you are, maybe the time of miracles is back again, maybe and maybe and maybe
feras I'm thankful for everything. I didn't hated you for one minute, I miss you more and more each day. I'm almost dead, and I'm waiting for you to make me alive again. If I'll write from now till the end of time it will never be enough
I still remember every conversation we had ♥ I love you. You left with no goodbye but I'll still love you, I love everything about you, when you're crazy,funny,cheesytalker,mad,serious.
I just love you, living for you ♥
I'm sure someday you'll read this sooner or later
Allah y7f6'k w ys3dk w yhneek w y7meek
God bless you ♥
The one you loved before..
Lana


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To my readers ♥ thanks for reading the story and sorry because its tooo short :*


God bless you all, love you

@ablogger105 xx

CHAPTER7

Chapter7







We turned around and we saw a small child, feras flashed me a smile and said bye..





I went to girls and we finished our breakfast..and everyone headed to her home to pack her things ;D






Yeah I didn't mention ! That tomorrow we're going to Dubai me and jdety with sara w noura w jdat'hum..:D






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We arrived to Dubai it was like 5:00 pm!


We laughed a looot in the airport and the airplane !


And we did that same in dubai's airport :D



R7na b'one taxi 3la l.fndg 7gna..


The hotel was I the Jumairah Beach Residence.. (JBR)


6l3na 6'b6na omurna w we nagged 3la ros jdatna len 5lona nnzl ntmsha ;D



I wore a red *not very short* cotton dress
with black slippers and black *TedBaker* bag ..



Noura wore a jeggings and a turquoise tank top
with a Burberry shoes and bag



Sara wore jeans and red polo shirt
with a red toms shoes and bags..




So nzlnaa w 54ena lffa 3la l.mkan w r7na g3dna fe starbucks


Fj2aa noura: "bnaat 4a elle bl6yara elle ma 5llenah b7alh"


Me: "eeeh y7lelah:c"


Sara: "a9watkoom y6ale3na ya 7ywanat!"


We looked at him for a moment then each of us shifted her gaze to something..


I started to pretend that I'm playing bmy phone..noura her bag..sara her nails


Me: with my eyes in my phone.."allah yfshlkm f6'7toona"


Sara: with her eyes on her nails.."E7na b3d :)"


Me: "7ram 3leke noura elle 9r5t"


Noura: "agoul erf3o rwoskm w klo zg"








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After we're done from taking the number 14525 walk ..
And laughing on how saudi girls there with full makeup and very very high heels !
 Like 3rs w rby. We went up to our room..


Sara and noura changed into they're pj's and fell asleep ..


I couldn't sleep.. I kept chatting with Feras on ask.fm
because I don't have bbm I don't know what's wrong .-.
Then he told me he need to sleep ..


After we finished our t3'6a w gom 3la l.9ala w take care w I dunno what ..
Mrrt n9 sa3a ! W I didn't sleep..
 It was 2:15AM..
I changed into a tall stretch pink dress
and a white-pink scarf on my shoulders
with a white slipper and I just took my phone and 50 dhs..



I went down to the lobby..
It was pretty sshhh except the bar noise ..
I ordered orange juice..
W I started checking my timeline..
I didn't checked it today.



Suddenly someone said: "Hey"


I turned my face to see who's this person..
 AND I WAS Shocked!
He's the same guy we saw in the airplane!!
 He cut my thoughts when he said: "can I set here?"


Me: "aaah la 5la9 ana gayma tf9'l"


Saudi guy: "la la ana bg3d m3k 6fshan"


Me: "ha" b3den I look around to see if there was anybody or not..
 "Ok tf9'l"


Saudi guy: while pulling the chair..
"M95rtony 6'7k bel6yara"


Me: "la la wllah 3la kl l.nas"


Saudi guy: "eeh sm3t" and he laughed


We kept talking about random things ..
 He told me that he came with his friends w hm naymen t3bo w madre aish
w about his family w I told him the same..


Me: "yalla ana b6l3 t25r l.wgt l.sa3a 3:30"
 actually I was shocked kef l.wgt msha


Saudi guy: "5la9 w ana b6l3 anam.. Yeah abyy ur account 3la twitter!"


Me: "5la9 give me urs w ill mention you"


Saudi guy: "97 ana ismyy faisal :3 w my account @FaisalALr"


Me: "w ana lana..5la9 I'll mention you..t9b7 3la 5air"


Faisal: " w enty men ahl l.5eer..nshofek bokra?"


I only flashed him a smile w I took my steps to the elevator


Then I went to sleep with a very huge smile on my face..





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I wokeup I didn't found noura w sara I called them w they told me that they are down waiting for me in burger fuel


I straightened my hair w I wore green sleeveless shirt with a skinny brown pants and a brown scarf..


I applied some eyeliner-blusher-mascara-lip gloss ..


I carried my LV bag and I'm ready to go


6b3n knt chatting with Feras all the time on ask and I told him that nazla at3'da w I don't know what


I wasn't I feras mood ! He really changed he's not the one I knew !


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I entered the elevator.. Knna fe l.door l.20 *yawn*


19


18


17


16 .. And the elevator stopped here ! Yooh maly 5lg a7d yd5l ! Bs guess men elle bd5l ! Oooh no I want to cry :c !


Faisal: "heeey beautiful"


Me: "ahlan"


Faisal: "kefek?"


Me: "l.7mdellah b5eer"


After 30 sc


Faisal: "w ana b3d"


We laughed .. And finally we got out the elevator


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We took the metro to Dubai mall, w 6b3n as usual anwa3 l.m95ra w l.9'7k ..



W9lna w 6b3n lfenah m7al m7al.. We saw the fountain 6b3n ben l.z7mat l.s3odeyen w as usual ma 6al3na l.fountain


Then r7na lcafe 3la l.nafora fe the bhar we ordered juices ! Bss we ordered one thing b3d



Noura: "heeeey bnaat 5lna nswe shyy ahbal"



Sara: "e6lby m3sel"


Noura: "wllaaah asweeha?"



Me: "laaa wllah mu 9a7yat enty weyaha"... "Bss eeeh eeh jebo"



We ordered strawberry m3sil



The m3sil came w 6b3nn t3ezmna men ybda

Sara.. W kL l.nas 6al3o fena


Noura.. The same thing


Lana.. Swet m9eba, suddenly..I can't take my breath, I felt like dizzy, my eyes started to tear..




Then with water everything changed



But what's the big shock?


Faisal was on the table behind us ! Yes he was



He was giving me shitty looks !



But wait laana he's not ur friend or anything!


I kept saying this all the time..





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we went to the Reel cinema .. 6b3n it was FULL of saudi girls and guys !



We took our tickets and we got some snacks ..



D5lna gbl half an hour w kan fa9'y bs gdamna 3 shbab ! I think they're s3odeyen 6b3n g3dna n36e b39' n6'rat elle bn6fsh'hm





So bda l.movie ! Bs actually it was silly ! So ma 3'erna ella elle gdamna :D


Me: "hey bnat I'll start"


Noura and sara giggled


So I stoodup w swet nfse abmshe cz I'm going to the bathroom, I act like am falling down w I pulled the hair 7g wa7ed mnhm ! It was (kadash) ! =)) 6al3 feeny

and he said: "tra t3wreeeeen"


Me: "ooooh wllah 2asfa b3'eet a6ee7"


The guy: "its ok bs intabhy ! La t5l3en sh3oor l.3alm"


Me: yaaaal6'reeeef and I gave him that "hh"


6b3n sara kept kicking krsy elle gdamha w noura throwing popcorns =))



The movie 5ll9 w as usual 7na len ntm6m6 w n5l9 6l3o kL l.nas =))



Bss meen elle ma 6l3 :D l.thlatha elle gedamna =))




Me: "bnat yumma gumu"



Noura: "yallayalla"



Sara: "aallah yl3nkm bsmellah alla4y la y7mena sewah..." And she completed =))


Suddenly they turned around ! One of them said: "awal shy la t5afon entm 5watna w ma bnswe shy" .. "B3den afhm leh k4a tswon"



Noura: "aaah ento s3odeyen asfen"



Elle I pulled his hair: "aaah y3ne ma glteelhm"



Me: "ha la la ma glt..yalla bnat imshu"


W we went out and to the hotel



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It's 2:30 now ! And I couldn't sleep ! I missed feras and am talking to him.. I took noura's blackberry ..
W I added him !
Ask is not enough



We kept talking talking and talking tell he fell asleep, daymn ynam w ana aklmh♥



6fsht so I wore my grey sweat pants and a pink tank top w nzlt l.lobby as usual !



I ordered coffee w g3dt .. There was only the Bar noise just like the last night.. W I started to think about random things..



Fj2a Faisal popped up from the nowhere ! I smiled to him ! I thought he was coming towards me but he wasn't !

He passed by with a not even hi ! What's wrong I don't know !



Me and myself's conv.: Lmen ray7 wra w mafe ella 6awla feha bnt bs ! Bg3d l7alh ! No lana wait! Beyro7 m3 l.bnt ! Aaaah </3 ! Wait Lana who's faisal a9ln ! He's not feras stop doing this ..



I turned around to see Faisal holding the girl's hands.. Ugh ! Idc..



I left my coffee as it is, I took my phone And my card and to our suite ..







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I hope you enjoyed this chapter ..




With Love..
@ablogger105